the toughness, the pleasures,, everything will passes away~~

assalamualaikum warahmatullah

zdravstvuite

once before, a senior of mine advised me and his advise i've made as one of my reminders on my table's wall,, he told me 'dont be easily get dissapointed',,,then according to my understanding; if u get disappointed u'd feel down. so as long as i keep myself away from any disappointment inshaAllah i will never get down. coz based on my own experience *cecece* when we frustrated or disappointed mozhet bit we will forget everything that has been our spirit booster for all the time being. so here we can see the importance of having friends whose always willing to correct n motivate us,, such as regarding the russian themselves,,fyi janji russia is worse than janji melayu hahaha,, even until today my floor still havent get the internet yet n our group havent go for excursion to mamayev with lect/kurator while mamayev is very obligatory for anyone lives in volgo hoho,,but i keep remind myself the purpose of mine going here is to study! my priority is to study,,to be a muslim doctor,, :p not to enjoy or for travelling or for photographing,, hehehe,,

but i still have a fear that someday later i might becoming so down that i need someone who can supports me from behind to prevent me from falling down,, cececeh,, but i should have no worries since i still can keep in touch with my family everyday,, and a lot of supportive frens n seniors here,,they are like my family here :p n for those frens whose far away from me though i know are supporting me here,, kn2? haha, :D nway it just a beginning so why i should've worry?

hmm,, for those yg tengah down tu,, sape la tu, tgk la picture ni,, agak inspiring kn,, kan best kalau sya jumpa picture ni time2 sya down dulu,, hehe,, lbih kurang kn cam maksud surah as-syarh ayat ke 5-6 kan2,,

everything passes,,, so dont worry. and may Allah eases our journeys amin,,
salam :)
*nway recently rasa masa berlalu sgt pantas,, :O

#volgo. medan jihad + meja makan + cybercafe

assalamualaikum warahmatullah

28 minus 11 becomes 17, so it has been a month n 17 days i've been living in the ex-soviet country. and here i still have to go thru the intensive course of russian langguage; 36 hours per week! but for two months only. even the 24 hours class per week intensive months of russian at intec was enough to make me sick,,,, but to be honest here im becoming more eager to master russian language, hehe,, maybe becoz of seeing the seniors talk russian very well despite of the necessity n importance of russian lang for study and survival here,, i want to master russian as well as english!

the lamp is belonged to my roomate; he gave me to borrow
it coz i was disturbing them sleeping :p thanks btw,,

nway, since i havent got the internet yet n in order to maintain the memontum of study probably after this i will rarely update this blog,,hehehe, (tergelak bwat statement ni :p),,, even if the internet is there, i will restraint myself from the social network unless for some important purposes,, remember uba you have to gain the momentum urself dont wait till sumthing unpleasant happens,, never apply the last minute habit,,, ok? da, ya abishayu! (yes i promise)

and today i've bought a table lamp,, ura! :D so after this i dont have to worry about disturbing my roomates while studying at late night. and officially i've completed my study table or should i say medan jihad. :D though my table looks very messy, but as long as everything is there then i'd be prepared to have a 'battle',, cewahh,, hahaha,, nway i took a picture of my medan jihad at this current time :p it doesnt look nice but i think its enough,, inshaAllah along the time i will make some changes and decorations,, :p

my medan jihad at this current time with the new table lamp hihi.

but i use the table to eat meals, drawing, surfing internet as well,, so despite of being medan jihad this table is like a dining table, my drawing table and cybercafe for me,, hehe,, all in one table! :D

hmmm,, ehem;
o Allah my Lord,, ease me in this journey. may the dreams come true,, aminnnn as well as for my friends here and in malaysia! and for my family; umi abya,, akak2 n adik2, doa2kan badah ekkk,, hehe, se-busy2 camne pun bada nanti inshaAllah takkan lost contact,, hehe,

intensive months almost over, uba be prepared!
*study in a cause of ALLAH!!!! inshaAllah His please will be ours! inshaAllah :)

#v0lg0. mamayev kurgan lagi. :)

assalamualaikum wbt

bila ntah, 16okt, kami ada medical checkup and dapat balik awal. so group sya cadang untuk gunakan masa yg ada tu untuk ke mamayev kurgan. haish nak harapkan prepadavatiel n kurator rasanya sampai kiamat takkan pergi. kali ni kali ke2 sya ke sini hehe tp bagi groupmate ni first. sya saja datang lagi sbb nak amik2 gambar. hari tu tak puas ambik gmbar sebab abg tuuut cam tak suka je sya occupy-kan most of my time for photoshoot,,huhu,, asyik kena perli je,, *until now! :/

nampak mcm dekat lagi nak sampai tp jauh lagi.

ni tugu tak tau untuk apa.

opsss,, kantoi :p

kat tengah2,, ada kolam.

ni kat bawah bukit sebelum naik ke tugu mamayev.  tempat memperingati askar yg terkorban.

lagi sekali tgk diorang kawat. kat dinding tu byk nama pahlwn yg dah mati.

kawad keluar dari gua pahlawan.

kalau nak tau,, kalau nak la,,xnak xpe,,,, yg tugu mamayev kurgan tu actually tugu ke3 tertinggi di dunia. and tugu tu merupakan tugu peringatan kepada pahlawan2 diorng yg terkorban dalam perang stalingrad; perang antara russia dgn german. pastu german kalah sbb russia dapat bantuan sekutu tradisi diorang; WINTER! kat situ bole nampak betapa diorang menghargai pahlawan2 diorang. mamayev ni ibarat tugu negara la,,haha.

*stalingrad tu nama asal volgograd.

bergambar dgn mamayev bertemakan pohon emas. :)

ha lupa nak cakap, actually group sya 8 org, tapi hari tu 3 org lagi tu diorang ada hal. so lima ni je yg free,, yg 3 org tu rugi la korang,,hahaha, nway dekat je actually mamayev ni dari hostel. naik bas dlm 5 min je smpai,

oke tu saja kali ni.

#v0lg0. mamam angin berlauk ilmu kat mamayev kurgan.

assalamualaikum warahmatullah

ahad lepas lepas, sya ke mamayev kurgan,, tercapai hasrat setelah sebulan kat sini,, hehehe,, ni bole kata tempat wajib utk sesape je yg ke volgo so apatah lg yg menetap kat volgograd,, ada lagi tak yg tak pergi?? booo korang! haha. btw thanks kepada abg azhari dan abg yus yg bwak kitorang ke sini. diorang la naqib kitorang hehe,, abg razi pun join. nak harapkan kurator sya tu entah bila entah nak pergi,, lepas ni makin sejuk dah, musim hujan pun da tiba,, klau tangguh2 after winter nnt la dlam bulan 3 camtu,,huhu,,

and klau yg bawak tu pun naqib for sure la ada pengisian makanan utk hati skali,,, bahkan pengisian perut pun disediakan, baik btul diorang,, bwat selalu kan bagus hahaha,, sambil2 usrah di kawasan pokok di situ kami menjamah nasi minyak n ayam masak kicap :p santai2 je mcam berkelah,. solat pun kat kawan tu jgk,, usrah tu kami tadabbur surah sajadah yg dipetik oleh saufi (birth-yester-day boy),,, surah yg popular kan, klau time solat jemaah klau imam baca surah ni mst smua da stand by nak sujud sajadah,,tp mst ada je yg rukuk hahaha,,

tgh setup tikar

baru nak start usrah,, mcm saja je letak makanan kat tgh tu haha,,

makanan utk perot,,

port usrah malaysians kat mamayev kurgan,, sebelah tangga :p

view dari tengah ke bawah,,

view dari tengah ke atas,,

ni kawasan memperingati pahlawan2 diorang,, kat dinding tu byk nama pahlawan2,, ada askar jga

kaki panjang, kawat pun tinggi,, smart gler!

tgk yg tengah2 tu tangan tak sama! fumble ! hahaha,,

kawad keluar dari gua pahlawan,,

ni lah mamayev kurgan! tarikan utama volgo!

kat puncak bukit,, berusrah lagi,, mcm2 analogi kluar hoho,,

bwh mamayev,,

and nak tau tak,, mula2 time tgh tunggu ketibaan abg azhari and abg razi, tetiba ada sekumpulan askar russia datang kat kitorang. ingat nak gaduh ngan kitorang,, yelah russian kan,, askar plak tu. rupa2nya diaorang nak borak2 ngan kitorang!! haha,, mcm2 ar mereka tanya, kami yg first year ni blur2 mujur abg yus ada,, pergh power gler abg yus,, baru 3rd year da bole borak2 ngan russian,, giler ar hahaha,, and mcm tak percaya askar2 tu ramah sgt, even at last diorng yg nak amik gambar ngan kitorang hahaha,,, mesti la kitorng kan 'mat salleh' kat sini,, bukan bangla ea,, hehehe. lagi sekali; bukan bangla ea,, haha,,

askar kadet russian tgh outing kat sini,, diaorng tanya mana girls? hoho ingat  kitorang nak bwat seks ke hehe

actually x susah pun nak jumpa russian yg ramah,, :)

before turun dari puncak, sempat bergambar dgn mamayev :)
(abg yus, shamin, helmi, abg razi, abg azhari, saufi, luqman, sapentah)

nway, despite of the "tough" life here, im feeling very lucky to be destined to further my study here due to the presence of friends and abg2 seniors,, their kindness to us is like a drug for me to lessen that disease called homesickenia,,, hahaha :p

ok, right now i have a date with Ana bt Tomy :)
*eh tetiba speaking,, apa2 la,, salam,,

taktau nak letak tajuk apa, tp pasal nak lukis komik,,,

assalamualaikum warahmatullah

'unfortunately' i got a naqib who really loves drawing,,hehe he did asked us during our first usrah who likes to draw, and imo he is very talented drawer,, but im better hihi,, no lah, he is better,,indeed, its a fact, i saw already his scratchings,, so nice. when he asked us, everyone pointed their finger on me,,, and said uba.. ok fine. huhu,,but honestly it is nice to meet people having the hobby as ours,, isnt it? especially when we have to work together to give an output. the lastest and first time i involved in drawing team-work was during the hibj event because we had to make a promo video,, me n izyunee drew, i drew doodle, yunee drew unliving things n designing the background,, atiqah took photos of them,, hehe,, and even the video was lame but i still statisfied with it hahaha,,

and you know,, here recently my naqib asked me to join a contest of making doodle comic themed ummah. actually and honetly im not interested to join any contest of drawing, coz it is juz my hobby. im not interested to make it as my priority or career,, im juz love to draw hehe,, but when he asked me i said ok. and just now he came to my room, discussed about our plan. hoho. i admired on how excited he was to join the contest, and what made me think a lot when he said, we got the talent why not we use it for preaching to others.

and he wanted me to work in team with him to make a comic story. he got the ideas, what i have to do he said is try to create a superhero's costume! hahaha :D what an interesting task :p but later on i have to draw the background,,huhu. thats the advantage i think for yunee becoz drawing a scenery needs detail and of coz patience. but never mind. nway these are some of the costumes i designed,, cewah :p

some of the models,, hehe

hmm, actually before this i met this statement. it was the reason why i dont want to take a serious part in drawing and even photographing. why? because if we get paid, we have to follow the desires of others so there will be no space for u to follow ur own ideas and creativity. the main thing actually is not about getting paid but following orders from others. if i could make money with my hobby,, i'd do it long time ago. sape taknak btul tak? we enjoy things we do but getting paid. wow.

not true at all but a lil bit,,

nway even i have to follow his idea,,,,but in this term its ok as we do it for good. annndddd juz want to clarify here that actually i already have an idea!! hahaha :D but dont know how to end and make it. why? because i never draw a serious comic, hehehe. this might be my first and maybe last coz i dont want to spend a lot on drawing,, but on studying,, *see now i've wasted a lot of time to draw instead of studying huhuhu,,, ok2 stop,, even now im blogging,, still wasting same as if im drawing,,,lol..

hmm i should've studying right now actually,,,,!!! uba, what happens??

k, i know. :(

*but frankly speaking it will be my pleasure to cooperate with him,, :) *cakap bajet cam pro je,, pdhal abg yus lg hebat,, seriusly,,

#v0lg0. hari sabtu 061012.

assalamualaikum warahmatullah

zdravstvuite

061012
dah sebulan kami kat sini tapi tak pergi2 lagi ke mamayev kurgan. ni lah tempat wajib bagi sape2 yg datang ke volgo ni. hari tu ajak lg madam niena, kali berjaya plak tu, hehe, dia janji hari sabtu petang (6okt). tiba hari yg dijanjikan tetiba dia ubah angin plak,, huhu smua bwat muka sedih. tp instead of pergi mamayev, madam niena bwk kami jalan2 sepanjang sg volgo. dari churh apentah smpai ploshad lenina (Lenin's square). since tgh mid autumn jd panorama kat situ pun sgt cantik. so enjoy je la haha,, then kat ploshad lenina tu ada muzuem panorama stalingradskaya bimva. kat situ ada peninggalan perang stalingrad dgn jerman suatu ketika dulu.

jalan2 kaki

ni starting point excursion kami,, patung pasangan tu simbol kepda kekeluargaan,, bagi pasangan suami isteri slalu la melawat tempat ni,,

sungai volga,, sungai terpanjang eropah,,!

time diorang tgh ada physical training, hehe gmbar curik,,

hari sabtu mmg ramai gler yg kahwin,,sbb ahad cuti, hari lain plak kerja.

kucing ni kna tangkap sbb hisap rokok kat tmpat larangan,,tengok 3 batang tu,,

muzeum panorama stalingradskaya bimva.

baby russia kebosanan,,

kereta kebal panzer,, style ww2..

ni kereta kebal yg advanced sket,, bole panjat2 lg atas tu,,

bangunan perang lma,

time ni madam niena bercerita tentang perang stalingrad dlu,, bole nampak betapa bangganya dia dgn negara dia,,

first time ambil gambar sama2,, GROUP 35 (1218)

malam tu pula, batch kami bwat pot luck, macam masak sama2 and makan. tujuan nya sebab nak sambut bufday saufi, luqman, deylan n izyunee. diorang tak tau pun ada pot luck ni, so kejutan bg diorng. nway menu malam tu; ayam masak merah (helmi), kentang putar (annyys n asma), kek cokelat (farah n wardah) and spageti (jimmy),,, serius jelez gler tgk smua pandai masak haha. sedap plak tu haha, and seronok la sbb dah sebulan kat sini baru dapat kumpul 23 ramai2 camni,, sbb dengan mereka ni lah kitorang akan hidup selama 6 tahun, sama2 berjuang, tgk perubahan masing2 hehe,, hope allah satukan hati kitorang,, biar ada yg kawin sama2 tp jgn gaduh2 cam dlu hahaha,, bdak nizhny pun ada buat video utk wish diorang bufday hoho,, sweet la diorng haha,,

bwat di koridor floor 8,, view dari pintu lif,, position nak bwat surprise,,

menu2nya, sedap gler, :)

smua mamam,,

muka2 yg baru jadi 19 tahun,, haha,

jadi untuk bufday guys sya mengucapkan happy birthday! hehe baru nak wish kat sini. semoga panjang umur dlam iman dan sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki, amin,,
salam

secawan syiling,,

assalamualaikum warahmatullah,,

alhamdulillah, thank Lord that ive been living here for already a month, another 9 months to go hoho. counting to go back home :p but now everythings getting better as i managed to adapt life here. what kind of life? haa life such a way of,, camtu2 la,,haha and there were lots of things i've learnt here, obviously so far are speaking russian n cooking,,mm hmm someday later la i talk about it,, hehe,,

k tukar bahasa,,tak feeling la speaking english,,hehe

btw, sya juga ada hobi baru kat sini. hobi kanak2 je,, kumpul coins ruble n kopeyek, saja nak tgk berapa byk bole kumpul dalam sebulan,, tp ada la actually benda lain nak bwat hehe,, tp cam hambar je huhu,, and since tujuan sbnr dah tercapai so maybe dah tk perlu kumpul coins lg,,,tp before gunakan smua coins tu, tak lupa jga nak ambil gambar as kenangan kita bersama,,

juice of coins,, ecece,,

ni td sya ratakan coins tu atas meja,, takde keje,, haha,,cam hambar je.

nway,, hari ni 1010,, cantik kan tarikh tu, hehe,,, kalau dalam iklan jam tangan mostly tunjuk pukul 1010 sbb 1010 melambangkan Victory atau smile,,, :)))) memandai je bwat teori, tp senyum la sokmo,, :))

k bye, nak tido,, salam. :)