today n tomoro's timetable-
moring- relax2
afternoon- chemistry
evening- biology
evening- BALIK RUMAH
night- precalculus
morning- RAYA HAJI
evening-RAYA HAJI
night- siapkan assigmnet Russian history
i suppose since the last two weeks then i've got the momentum to study like that, if i play games or watching movie mesti tak tenang, maybe becoz the final exam is juz around the corner, so the motivation to study is high. but juz now suddenly my sister called me and asked me to go back home this afternoon... then i was like- ''eerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, ok lah''
because it is not what i have planned, yup, maybe i can change the timetable which mean i have to go back home first and study biology and chemistry at home... but to study chemistry and biology at HOME, it seems impossible to me lah, huhu..
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sorry to say but my home is not a condusive place to study, honestly... since the spm, i never studied at home unless a little, even since i have entered intec i never study at home. and usually the spirit is in my heart but not in mind. susah nak fokus kat rumah. this is the reason why i dont want to go back home earlier this week eventhought tomoro is raya haji thus everyone kept asking me ''nape balik lambat? rumah kan dekat''
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why i cannot study at home?
why i can easily study at hostel?
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maybe i should find the answers...inshaAllah..
hmmhh,,
long time ago, during PMR, i studied at home, wow.. haha.. but how? the big difference between hostel and home is the people... here in my dorm lived only my friends and all of them are same as me, struggling to achieve a better results, struggling! but in my house relax2 je, happy2~ huha2~ ura2~ haha2~ hehe..but what are there have in my home but not in hostel?
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family
television
car/bike
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but i dont think that family are the reasons, and i rarely watch tv, rarely jalan2 jauh unless to the shop, and of coz never 'mat-rempit'ing... but i think the condition in that home that made it not condusive to study... what is it? but how come dikya can?
arghh, pening2 (tak pening pun, cuma malas nak fikir je, hoho)
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maybe LATER i should compare the condition here and in my home... it is important to create a suitable condition to study in my home since dikya will sit for spm soon, and next year noha spm while atin pmr...
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stop here lah, seicas para damoi... (now its high time to go home)
bawak buku bio, chem, math and laptop... adoi beratnya beg dah la nak naik tren ni,,huhu...
“Home is a place you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to”selalu guna dalam karangan time spm dulu istilah baiti jannati , rumahku syurgaku...haha
im a homesicker! :p
salam
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