friendship is my weakest point thats why He keeps testing me at that. but still i never can say "everyone leaves" because there is someone who stays no matter what. but now not anymore. yeah i can say everyone left (eh i said it ady) but then who cares? allah i just need someone whom will stay and becomes my friend without judging me,,and will always choose me...despite of my lame, boring and fragile character.
but whatever it is i still believe in friendship. ive read somewhere that friends are the 3rd pleasurest thing after islam and iman. its that what i learnt is i cant give title friend or bestfriend to anyone, otherwise they'd leave. heyy it happens everytime ok! haha..come to me i can tell you from primary school till now. to be safe, i can only entitle the people around me with
groupmate
usrahmate <3
senior junior
batchmate
FAMILY :)))))))
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| irreplacible <3 |
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| syawal 2013 :) |
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| post syawal 2013 |
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| post raya outing |
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| miss those three..wait for my return mwahaha >.< |
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| msia's sky and cloud are much more beautiful than russia's (info for sky addicts) |
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| they were my first gang in life (not in pic: syafiq, iwan, zamri). always miss them. not to forget nazzim! |
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| qashi! :p |
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| sending me back to klia |
motiff?
now im becoming more homesick. there are 2 incoming exams, 1 undone one and a two weeks travelling trip before i go back to msia. i just wanna say here that i miss my family very much.....bcoz they are the ones who never left and wont never! =)
umi
abuya
kaklong along
amahh marhaban
ikah ikan
dekya dayak
noha nonit
atin aton
ara arale
aizat kojat
ayish graal online pro
jua gedikk
anddd qashi pashi baba
hahaha cant wait to call them like that.
last but not least, i dont mean to say i cant accept that. no its fine. its so normal to me. but i believe there is something allah keeps for me. maybe Hes preparing me for something bigger. maybe He wats to give me something or (who knows) someone better. but surely He only gives the hardest battle to the strongest soldier. so there is no reason to depress urself with things you cant control. but whatever it is, its how He shows His love toward us,,by testing us. so just put ur trust in allah. bersangka baik dgnNya.
la yahnatu min rahmatillah
dont give up on His mercy
# everyone has their own battle
# He knows your limit
# don't underestimate urself
# hoping n praying for miracles
# He knows your limit
# don't underestimate urself
# hoping n praying for miracles
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