I don't know how i should classify 2015. Half of it was one of most taught-ful period of my life, while half was the worst. What's worse than futur after mujahadah right? Just today i realized, one of the difference between those two period, i read and write less during my futur months. So 2016 i want to read and write more inshaAllah. Plus here is best medium to write because who would still use or read Blogger ? haha. So yeah, a resolution.
Yesterday my murobbi said no need resolution, because its an act of imitating non-muslim. I both agree and disagreed. If it's good thing, why should we consider from where it comes from? I respect him for being syadid, but i have my own way too. I like it this way. There are few things i know i do but my murobbi and usrahmates don't like. But everything i do, i have my own reason and purpose.
I know i'm a kind of burden. But i have skills and big circle of influence which this DnT here needs. Hahaha otherwise i might not stay. who knows
And all achievements also are from Allah so He can take them anytime..
Yet, i do think....no matter how you define islam; as a verb, as a noun, or even as a name. Either being daie in DnT, freelance daie, abid, non daie+non abid...then you will still enter jannah.
So why some choose to be daie while it's the toughest ? Yet, either choice everyone will enter jannah. Well, it is because they want to be the best for their Love, Allah. Love isn't always the butterfly we feel inside, but pain. It's not love if its not painful.
Painful to sacrifice your money, personal time, sleep.
Painful to let go the jahiliyyah things.
Painful knowing there's people who hate you.
Back to 2015-16 thing, 2015 has been one of toughest year for the ummah so why i should be happy while i've done nothing to help! The ummah have to taken blame by many false flags. Third intifada has been declared last year, and the knive-story is still continues. Not to mention refugee crisis, isis, syria, egypt, and even Malaysia, etc. huhu.
[the photos are not mine]
Happy New Year!
*praying for peace all around the world.
praying for strength to those who suffer from war/poverty/discrimination
praying for better future.
-mubz 2335H 010116-
Yesterday my murobbi said no need resolution, because its an act of imitating non-muslim. I both agree and disagreed. If it's good thing, why should we consider from where it comes from? I respect him for being syadid, but i have my own way too. I like it this way. There are few things i know i do but my murobbi and usrahmates don't like. But everything i do, i have my own reason and purpose.
I know i'm a kind of burden. But i have skills and big circle of influence which this DnT here needs. Hahaha otherwise i might not stay. who knows
And all achievements also are from Allah so He can take them anytime..
Yet, i do think....no matter how you define islam; as a verb, as a noun, or even as a name. Either being daie in DnT, freelance daie, abid, non daie+non abid...then you will still enter jannah.
So why some choose to be daie while it's the toughest ? Yet, either choice everyone will enter jannah. Well, it is because they want to be the best for their Love, Allah. Love isn't always the butterfly we feel inside, but pain. It's not love if its not painful.
Painful to sacrifice your money, personal time, sleep.
Painful to let go the jahiliyyah things.
Painful knowing there's people who hate you.
Back to 2015-16 thing, 2015 has been one of toughest year for the ummah so why i should be happy while i've done nothing to help! The ummah have to taken blame by many false flags. Third intifada has been declared last year, and the knive-story is still continues. Not to mention refugee crisis, isis, syria, egypt, and even Malaysia, etc. huhu.
Happy New Year!
*praying for peace all around the world.
praying for strength to those who suffer from war/poverty/discrimination
praying for better future.
-mubz 2335H 010116-
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