S E N T I A S A B E R U S A H A

When i was in third year, everything was accumulated; commitments, study, business, & personal thing. I was so busy. The pressure was intense. Never had i time to watch movies nor a single Dota game along the semester. I even had no time for myself. I lost almost 4kg.

But it was the most PRODUCTIVE year of my life.

I did most compared to any years back then.

The period that i learnt the most in life.

BUT, ironically...

This year which....

Study become chiller and easier..4th year~

Slow progress bussines..coz i shifted out from hostel..

Yet my productivity is veryyy veyyyyyyy veeerryyyyyy bad...

im not productive!

Mutabaah worse than ever!

Even now i have more time than before,, 

Worse, i almost leave...mmmh....

Astaghfirullah...

But alhamdulillah i wasnt one of those

Allah still choose me to tsabat

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Whats happening actually?? idk :(

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This year, the situation is different.

DnT here were tested not on our mistake, but on weaknesses.

How to tackle our weaknesses other than to become better?

Yet, i'm still like this..spineless.

Very close to futur

Lost.

:(

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p/s:

1. thanks & jzkk to someone for indirectly show me how to be strong & steadfast.

2. thanks & jzkk to the senior for the writing, which boosted my spirit. *just read it* feel ashamed of myself for what ive bcome today :(

Now i feel a bit revived!
I need self-revolution!!

Pray for me.

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You are on the right path,
you are too slow, so they left you behind.
Okayy, put aside ur overthinking-thought & sensitive-heart, what will you do?

Call them back and slow them down, OR
chase them?

so...what are u waiting for!
GO!