stay inspired to inspire others

I feel glad being one of them. They are best in their jobs and whats the most inspiring is they were willing to accept this job because they want to serve for society. Then you know even some of the society have said, why we need MSA they don't do anything (as in events)...Hmm actually it's enough if the society know how heartless ruski are. relate it with our jobs,,dealing with dekanat is not easy...and when i'm in MSA now i know la how hectic MSA is...it's not like another organizations; they find and create jobs/troubles but for MSA; jobs/troubles will come to you. So you have no choice but to face them. *they keep coming huhu

And at one point, maybe allah wants to test how sincere we are, so He gives something. Its about the people we serve; the community. I don't know how to explain but it shows how they are unsupportive to us. Due to that i almost lose faith in this society and as a result; i'm feeling like running away from this job. I don't want to serve for ignorants! hhu yeah not everyone is but one person is enough to make me feel stressed. You know i always go deep into everything...so, suddenly my moral down......then very soon i got this message

welcome... haha thx..uba pun gj...nak tahu satu benda tak...mmm kak xxxx kadang2 rasa macam mm aku buat benda2 ni..takde org appreciate pun...but then...tiba2 teringat uba... uba hari2 buat kerja...semua benda org akan minta tlg uba..tp uba chill sgt... bila terpikir pasal uba..malu sgt dengan sendiri..so apa yg kak mimi nak sampaikan..u inspire me so you really should keep doing a good job. let say ada satu point uba rasa penat sgt.. uba ingatlah..at least uba ada jadi inspirasi utk loser mcm kak xxxx haha

Credit to her huhu you know suddenly i feel like crying...and it gave me strength...i should not have been affected by ignorants! i should focus on those who still stay with us not those who leaves....and i know He puts me here for a reason and because of a reason as well....as a believer when it comes from Him, what i should believe is it is for good... cc: an-Nahl;30. So stay strong! trust Him! Being strong is important in order to inspire others. Because me myself sometime i feel inspired simply by seeing others very commited and consistent in doing their job i wish i be like them...

And i'm bery grateful He keeps my flaws and graces safe...huhuhuhu..people don't know me, i'm not that good, i'm not that strong, i'm not that happy,,,people come into my life and once they know me they leave....hmm how i wish i could fix it but what have i done to him?? i should move on!! huhu and now my roomate plak merajuk... :/

see how untidy is my place huhu (yesterday night)